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Last Wish

by Desolator

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Screams in your head, forever possessed with crime Morbid chaos, mad signs Drowning me, steam in my blood Corpses ripped within my mind, deeper than your maze Last wish You feel his breath Expect what’s to come as you See him crawl for inner joy He’s so just, he’ll clean your soul Last wish Last wish Flashbacks, blinding light, torment All you feel is disgrace As you see there’s no such place You are guilty! Untrue spells take your corpse to hell Fear in his eyes Humiliated – no darkness All that life – meaningless Turn to dust – learn it now You’re the one who’s to blame Everyone – look at him! There’s no one – it’s too late! Nevermind... You escape... No! Never more!
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Lunatic urge, fanatic’s world World of psychos who worshipped their god once Doing right through evil, giving life through death Gather lambs together, reign the souls, betray Walls, conversion, false messenger’s coming Crossing signs over your head Reborn – you come back to life Choice between life and death Choice between the unknown and them Choice is death On your knees – you and them punished the same way (They) vanish in the fire Begin their march to darkness Their world, their destiny, their capital punishment
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Taken out piece by piece, mercilessly cut up Without anaesthetization given to psychopath’s hands To maniac and sadist who tears it in(to) parts and puts it together Then he bursts (out) with mad laughter Rip it from deep, turn the remains (in)to nothing, in vain Show all skill in torment and depravation Puzzle of filth, weighing the pieces – so light And spreads blood around in bliss Merciless dementia Thrown right into emptiness Was that soul for the one? Plastic bag full of sins He prepares for salvation Nothing found but that pain Anger felt towards all gods Looking at the outcome – gore Masterpiece of restless mind Devoid of anger, calm through vengeance Conflict from pain that lies there below Life ends – devoured by giant strain Pain of self Detest from merciless dementia Terrorized Turned to dust Freeze to death on his way To the altar
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Isolated from the world you vanish into the different reality Door, liquid, the edge of your lust You open the gate, enter your own illusions Sick Wild Visions of unreal feelings You go slowly down, you can see the shapes Glimmers of evil darkness, souls without faces They hold out their hands to you, avid of your purity Sick Wild A shiver of the unreal bliss You flow over your life You can see a man who spits on your dust When the necrosis seizes your body You can feel only fear The dead ones are bleeding Your soul is bleeding You escape You look for... You can see the edge Illusion is dying in yourself You open the gate... Your own illusions again
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Abuse yourself Constantly Where power dwells No sympathy Tempted by superficial gain Soul to machine – no self will remain Sold yourself to lie Tempted by image – your soul gonna die Feeling so high, on top of all things Bell of morality so distantly rings Belly so full – betrayed your ideals Unseen truth mercilessly reveals Mercilessly reveals Walking the aisles, so proud outside Forgotten, abandoned, empty inside Their voices are unheard, submerged in filth Projecting every word – plan is drawn You enter the stage Spreading the message of deceit page by page No time for remorse No time to look back Good time to shine No need to be back on track Where am I? What’s that place? Who are you? Who’s that face? Answer 1 Gesture 2 Smiling 3 I am you! You! Extasy Shame Looking down Pain Reflection Resurrection Redemption Down to earth Appearances, apparitions of successful past Compromises, superstitions, things that cannot last Truth and lies mean the same here The peace of mind can’t be bought for free Back to life where things are all the same The future was bright Now where’s that fuckin’ fame? Shame Extasy Pain Looking down Reflection Resurrection Redemption Up to hell!
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Deep in your soul Deep in your mind Death that exists for a short time Bleeding wound Daily pain You are falling deeper into it Next day, next decease Soul and mind still bleed You hold out your hand but nobody is around You waste away in(to) oblivion Visions come into (the) remains of identity Visions you can’t stop Fire burning your soul Fire burning your mind You vanish in(to) the distance When you lived... Like an animal on extinction now You vegetate to die Who gave you this pain? Destroyed your life till the end? You can’t see (the) sense of revenge You fight with yourself When they can’t see you You rise to live again Again
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Why am I supposed to do only what I’m told? I am not a follower, the truth is to unfold... Standing in the middle The view is not obscure Lying big (time) or little Both sides so immature What’s behind the mask? Anonymously worn... Servants of one god Consumption underground Scheming and attacking Screaming for the cause Mirror of conspiracy Concurrent underworld Immemorial drama Revolution’s end Revolving wheels of karma Heroes now descend
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Golden ring Is this faith or fear? Blessed be those who kneel and pray Quest for wealth can’t disappear For ages they have ruled For ages they have fooled Messing with your brain Driving you insane Disciples of the safe Guards of the grave Indispensible part of your world To sell or to be sold? Celebrating death in the name of the unknown Ignorant – you shall reap what you have sown Hypocrisy in the only way of getting rich Never heard of “practice what you preach” Bowing down before the symbol of eternal life Craving for the absolution – eye(s) aiming at the sky Paying honors to the demons under mighty spell Everything’s turned around You shall burn in hell In hell... People of the lie come on the mission of peace Spreading the word Spreading on their disease What future will bring yet remains not unknown: They shall reap what they’ve sown in deceit

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After 20 years of releasing "...without anaesthetization...", Desolator is back with the full-time debut album containing all songs (but one - the first Desolator death metal track ever - "Decay of Souls" - perhaps we will have the chance to publish it in the future) written and performed from 1989 to 1993.

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released December 5, 2012

Recorded and edited by Marek Makosiej at Pscythe Studio, Olsztyn, May 2011-April 2012.
Engineered, mixed and mastered by Szymon Czech at Elephant Studio, May 2012.

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Desolator Olsztyn, Poland

Desolator was founded in Olsztyn in 1989 by Marek "Kościej" Makosiej (g./voc.) and Arek "Jasiu" Jankowski (dr.). Later on, together with Tomek "Orzełek" Orzeł (voc./b.g.) and Radek Lewandowski (g.), in 1992, they released their 1st demo-tape "...without anaesthetization...". In 1993-1994, they started exploring new fields of expression, which caused lineup changes that soon led to band's splitup. ... more

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